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[11 Oct 2009|10:55pm] |
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Had a great time this weekend at Camp Kulaqua as a sponsor for that Highschool bible Retreat, but I must admit that it does not beat making someone smile. When I make someone truly smile and brighten up their day, nothing else I do in the whole day can top it. It's times like these that make me happy to be alive. I truly thank God for that.
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| All comgin togehter or down in flames? |
[15 Sep 2009|12:57am] |
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So this is the first time this year I'll be writing here. I graduate in 1.5 weeks. I am not behind at all in any of my work that has to be turned in and All seems good. I met someone that I hope all goes well and I'll be able to get together with the person. All of this is going on and it all seems good and dandy so why am I so depressed? Why can I not eat more than half a meal a day? How can I have had such a wonderful time this weekend and one of my best weeks ever last week, yet feel like it's all just going to crumble under my feet like it always does? Is it because I can't seem to find happiness or is it just that I prevent myself from being truly happy in the end? I have more important things to do than ponder such things at the moment, but I've been saying that for soo many years that I guess they finally caught up to me. I've been becoming a better person, yet today everything I have done in my life seems meaningless and questionable. I really don't know why I am this depressed, but I know I hate it and I wish I could feel the happiness I had last week. I hope this is just a temporary thing and it doesn't drag along all week because not being able to enjoy that fact that I'm finishing school and I have a possibility to be with someone as special as the one I met and spent a wonderful evening with last weekend would be a shame. Maybe I'm like this because I've been in this situation twice already and they have both went straight to hell. I don't believe this one does, unless my negative feeling takes over me and I screw up, Maybe I already screwed up and I haven't noticed it yet or maybe this thing truly isn't going to work out the way it seemed. Everything from her beauty to her character to the timing in my life just seems too convenient. Soo convenient that it's questionable and there's a catch somewhere. Well If that's the case, this time I will do whatever it takes and accept the catch and not fail like how I have the other times. I just wish and pray that this will work out and I can have some peace in my life. I believe in it so much that I already stopped some bad habits of mine immediately and have been keeping a more positive thinking process than just the whole I don't really care shtick I've been living the last few years. I hope and Pray to God that this is just in my head and everything is going to be alright in the end. Maybe the catch is me. Maybe if I don't pursuit this with every ounce of my being it's not going to happen, if that's the case you can bet that's not gonna stop me. Not this time atleast. I wish that if someone I could trust would of picked up and talked to them about it, but noone picked up and I know I can't keep it in myself due that it isn't healthy. Theses are the few times I appreciate that I can write here and vent.
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| Upgrade to SHAT! |
[19 Nov 2008|01:47am] |
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So my phone is completely dead. It all started when I threw it a few times on Saturday night out of anger when they towed my car in Miami. It wasn't broken, just got a bit slow. Then I thought dropping it again would fix it the next day, but that just broke off one of the hinges and the screen to no work anymore. Every time someone would text message me, I would have to reply to them to call me cause I had no screen. Today was the best one cause just opening it made the top half fall off and finally die. I mean I could technically still speak and receive calls, just can't hear anyone or anything. I thought about using a bluetooth headset but the bluetooth ripped off with the top half. I was looking for my regular headset but couldn't find any of them since they are special usb ones. Then I searched and searched my house and I found phones with no antennas or no batteries until finally I found this other piece of shit razor, which was my first one, that I gave my dad but he completely destroyed it. The front screen's glass doesn't exist anymore, the front screen is all broken, and it's just overall looks like a piece of shit, but the main screen is still intact kinda and I could actually make calls and send texts so I kept it. So basically I upgraded my half a phone for a 3/4ths of a phone that has duct tape as the battery cover. I have such great luck.
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[14 Oct 2008|03:13am] |
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CALL OF DUTY: WORLD AT WAR BETA! FTW!!!!
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| A Long Time Ago..... |
[13 Oct 2008|04:22am] |
So it has been one great weekend. I played GTA IV alot with Winston and since we dont 'take it seriously at all, we did some pretty funny things. I also helped him change his car brakes that took way longer that suspected. I also got Maya 2009 and it doesn't give me any problems liek Maya 2008 did on my computer, but the best thing that happened was that I was able to see was my best friend Michael that I haven't seen or talked to in 3 1/2 years,
Thanks to Facebook, surprisingly enough, I was able to find Michael, who was my best friend from 2nd grade til my Junior year in high school, and get together with him. I met him at Wagon West, which is exactly like Chuck's Wagon, and got some breakfast with him at 3:30 pm. The time seemed about right for a bunch of lazy asses like us to have breakfast on the weekend. Talked about the good times, what we've been up to, what's our plans in the future are, and people we know. I must admit he's doing alot better than I thought and I'm glad he is.
Despite the fact that he's wasted the last 3 years of his life doing absolutely nothing and didn't get his high school diploma until a few months ago, he's doing pretty damn well. I'm glad to hear that he's not on the streets getting all drugged up and shit. He's also with his girlfriend for the past 2 1/2 years and still live in homestead which is not far from me. The most surprising thing is that he knows he's wasted lots of time and is going to the Navy to put himself back in shape and get them pay for his college. He also doesn't go to church anymore, but then again who would if the church someone is attending tells them to never come back, which is totally fucked up to begin with, but all in all, all is well.
I always wondered why he never contacted me or anything, but then he explained he didn't know if I moved back from Tennessee or not when I went for college and due to past bullshit between his mom and my older brother Luis, he wasn't able to pass by my house to see if I was still back or not. I wish he could come over and play some games like the good ol' days, but sadly enough those days have past and thanks to his mom being a total bitch and fucking up nasty, I don't think he's welcomes here anymore, or atleast until I can convince otherwise. I'm going to see if I can meet up with him on Thursday or Friday, since I don't have school, and chill a bit more before he leaves to the Navy at the end of the year. things would of been better for him though if he was more rational and wiser about his choices, but ohh well, atleast they were not horrible and my other friend Richard who is not a pretentious dick and follows what the "scene" like a fucking fag, but that's a totally different story altogether.
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[11 Oct 2008|01:50am] |
This week has been interesting. I answered 500 math questions in a 24 hours block, had no choice but to have like 5 people come talk to me about "stuff" like if I was their best friend, and had half a classroom sing Surfing Bird to me when I walked it. Seems about right. Other than that, I've focused more in career focus and took a whole day for new and more effective rigging techniques and learning 3D muscle systems so I can show that I know how to use them and get a job faster. I should take atleast a day or two a week on doing that til I get mad awesome. I think I'm also going to get into C++ since it's not really necessary but it's recommended. Other than that, it's the same ol' same ol' until I graduate in June. Til next time.
...Btw please vote for my friend and his fiance to win her wedding dress. They really need it. You can vote atleast once a day.
http://www.davidsbridal.com/onelove1.jsp?pbb_qsi=5592686&=HP090408davids_PPIMEMAIL
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[02 Oct 2008|02:54am] |
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I'm in the mood to get laid...nuff said.
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| Film Festival of Awesomeness |
[28 Sep 2008|02:32am] |
So our first annual film festival was a total success. Even though not so many people came, it was awesome nonetheless. We showed Jake's Revenge, Gay Theft Auto, The Rise of Lopez,Nemesis, a film that Brent made that I forgot what it's called, Sasha and Danny's martial arts film that has an uber long film. We also showed Nede's Car Sales commercial and Team Power's episode of DBZ. Gay Theft Auto had problems with the disc not being read so I had to rush to Sasha's house quickly to re-burned another copy and it worked perfectly.
After that it was around midnight and we all decided to go to eat at Flanigans. We just ate and talked more shit til like 1:45 and then we all parted ways to our homes. I m must admit it was a great time with them and we had lots of fun. Too bad people like Markel, Natalia, Stephanie, and a few others that were invited never showed. Nevertheless it was a great time and I hope we do another one soon once Jake's Redemption, Nemesis 2, and El Eden are done.
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| It's finally over. |
[26 Sep 2008|09:45am] |
My week of finals are finally over. Now I can brush up with some rigging techniques since I'm been slacking off this quarter. I also can finally play adn beat Star Wars; The Force Unleashed that I got for $30 last weekend. I also love how I ended up doing 2 other finals that had nothing to do with me. I either got food or money so I guess it was worth it. I also received my new 22in. monitor so now I ahve two of those suckers.
Brian, Luis, and I have also had a discussion about our sequel, Jake's Redemption, and it's going to be great and truly epic. We are also working on a n 8-bit game of Jake's Revenge and hopefully that will be done around the same time the sequel is released. I hope they finish re-editing some f the shots today so we can show the re-edited version on Saturday night during Thiago's first annual film festival. We were talking about making Jake's Revenge into our own personal franchise and make shirts and posters and stuff.
I can't forget that some of my favorite shows started this week like Heroes and the Office. Fringe is a new show and it's also pretty damn good despite that fact that every time I see Joshua Jackson I only consider him as Pacey. Well that's all for now.
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| Wow, super gay, |
[21 Aug 2008|10:53pm] |
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Knew life couldn't be this easy for me. First time I actually got quite pist in a very very long time and for a good reason.
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| The More You Know - Damn Warmongers |
[04 Mar 2008|04:07am] |
Well first of all I thought I would of posted a topic but this is beyond not mentioning. You will either know what I'm talking, don't read the news, or just don't plain care, and if you don't you should cause the world's turning up in hell. Well here's the recap ohh and in case you don't know who FARC are, they are the revolutionary military group that has been trying to topple Colombia's government run by President Alvaro Uribe and make most of their money from drug trafficking and hostage negotiations:
1. Colombia crossed Ecuadorian borders and killed that son of a bitch Raul Reyes, the 2nd highest ranked leader in FARC, and some of his mother fucking FARC members. (Final-fucking-ly)
2. All shit goes straight to hell and Ecuador and Venezuela gets pist and kicks out the Colombian Embassies in their countries and cut all ties with Colombia. (Wait....Where the fuck does Venezuela have to do with all of this? ohh here it is)
3. Colombia has evidence of Chavez giving the FARC 300 FUCKING MILLION DOLLARS! and they gave him 100 million pesos when he was in jail for attempting a coup d'etat back in 92' and the president of Ecuador in talks with FARC to help them out. (Countries supporting terrorism, ohh how great.)
4. Chavez lashes back saying he has evidence that incriminates Colombia's Gen. Naranjo to drug traffickers. (I love how top ranking politicians and generals play the blame game like a bunch of fucking 10 year old.)
5. Colombia said they were tired of FARC just running away from and that they shot their military from over the boarder so they went over their to kick their asses while Ecuador said that the FARC were sleeping and they were bombed without any notice. a few civilians did die in both stories. (But seriously, who cares how they dies, those mother fuckers have been asking for it for the past 40 years.)
6. Every country around them are trying mediate the situation so no one starts a war. (Yeah, like that's not going to happen with Chavez, Uribe, and Correa in the middle of it.)
7. Ohh yeah, the US supports Uribe. (So don't' be surprised if US gives Colombia help from the big guns.)
Conclusion:
South America is going straight to hell and smack in the middle as well. Hopefully nothing truly happens, but it's so not going ot stop any time soon. Btw, Colombia stated that FARC has bought and sold Uranium. URANI-FUCKING-UM! Ohh they are are no terrorist groups, just guerrillas with fucking selling drugs, kidnapping, and getting money from fucking Chavez. Can't wait until that motherfucker gets hung. Seriously have you heard him in a speech? I swore I was listening to a Spanish Hitler. That dude is CRAZY! The only good thing is that everyone is finally snitching each other out by playing the blame game, but these fucking warmongers are going to set everything straight to hell.
Who should care:
1.Colombians
2.Ecuadorians
3.Venezuelans
If you're Colombian like me, or from Venezuela or Ecuador, you have family there and if a war starts you sure as hell know you will try to get them out of there especially if you're Colombian since it'll be them against Venezuela, Ecuador, and the fucking FARCs. Hell, my mom is down there getting some land from some inheritance and now is coming today cause of what happened in case something does happen.
Who else should care:
1. Drug addicts
2. Hippies
3. Other Hispanics
4. Human beings
It doesn't matter who you are. If a war breaks out it will affect everyone even if you don't' think it will. That war will be too close to us that it couldn't' possibly not affect us. Plus if the US does support Colombia during the possible war, then guess what, those fucking FARCs are going ot come here with their fucking bombs and join the other terrorist groups that already hate us from around the world to blow us the shit up. Hell, they can even drug up the drugs with poison or something like that and smuggle it and all those drug addicts which is like a big percentage of the world would just drop dead and die. Think about the headline - Over 1.5 Million Americans die from "poison" drugs. and it can happen in 1 day.
What You Should Think About:
The people that know me know I'm always joking around and never really say anything serious, but I'm serious at the moment, Think about it. This could be the start from a chain reaction that can cause World War III. Terrorist groups joining to fight their common enemy "The United States". People dying form poison drugs cause America is helping Colombia during their war. America's allies attacking those terrorist groups in their own home country which causes those countries to go to war. It's not hard for a domino effect to come crashing down and everyone stuck in the middle of it. You already know deep down it's going ot happen soon, but maybe it's going to happen sooner than you think. You might have to get drafted due to the lack of military personnel and have ot leave everything. You just don't know when your last day of your comfortable little life will be your last, thus never caring about the situation or bother learning about it until it's to late.
I hope this wasn't too deep for you people, just wanted to share my thought of the fate of the world and how close it is from it all crashing down. and if they do ever poison the drugs, to the druggies out there, "sucks to be you."
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| I'm the biggiest ass in the world. |
[12 Oct 2007|08:28pm] |
No lie. I cut off the president of the United States at scho
So I was in my car in my school's parking lot, in case you don't know it's the smae parkign lot as the Radisson Hotel, ready to leave until I got to the exit. Some dumbass in a limo is blocking the exit to get out of the parkign lot and can't leave sine he apparently can't read the sign saying closed and only card members (like me) allowed. So I"m behind this uber long limo with soem type of goverment license plate. I honestly didn t' know what was goign on except that the guy was pissing me off already. Some guy in a suit and glasses cam otu and liek told me to back up and then he left somewhere and then the limo started backing up. Yeah, I coudl of waited on teh other lanes behidn some peopel, but I really dindt wnat to so I jumped ot another lane and cut off that damn limo, swiped my card and left the parking lot. I was talking to my friend Alain while I was heading to my friend Jonathan's hosue to paly soem games and I noticed that all of the 836 East was shut down and there were liek 30 motocycle cops. I asked Alain if he knew what was going on and hewas like "Don't you check your school e-mail? They sent an e-mail that the President would be in a meeting at the Raddison next to the school." and then it popped in my head. I cut off hte PResident of hte United States in my school's parking lot. I check my e-mail and there it was, the e-mail that Alain told me about.
George W. Bush, President of the United States of America,
will be attending a meeting at the Radisson Hotel, Miami
from 11am-3pm tomorrow, Friday October 12, 2007.
During this time, there will be police officers directing traffic.
Please be advised that during this time the following entrances will be accessible:
Biscayne Boulevard Entrance (next to Radisson circular driveway)
N. Bayshore Drive (accessible by making a left/right turn onto 15th Street)
I want someone to beat me of being an ass.
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[30 Aug 2007|11:16pm] |
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OK, I was quite pist a few days ago but I decided to be calm about it. I'm going to ask my friend about it when the time is right liek a normal alm person because it is still hard for me to believe that the person said that about me. Hopefully everything becomes clear and we can all forget about it.
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| ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS??? |
[27 Aug 2007|03:50am] |
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I heard the most random thing about me today and it wasn't a good random thing either. Apparently **** told ******* that my good friend ******* thinks I'm ****** and a *******. Are you fucking serious? Sorry for being nice to people. Guess that I've gotta be a compelte asshole so none gives me shit. So apparently my friendship with ******* has gone straight to hell and a good friend isn't such a good friend afterall. Ohh man, I'm sooo surprised...ohh wiat, I'm NOT! What can I do about it? I can confront my so called friend but if I do that maybe they woudl consider it ********. So I decided to do nothing except not talk to them anymore. I woudl liek to tell them that I'm not a Fucking ******* but that won't accomplish anything since they still don't know me after a good few years of out friendship, but whatever. So no more ******* or ***** or any sort of communication. The person probably doesn't know that I know but even if they did they will either give me excuses or they're goign ot give me more shit. Hopefully eventually they will figure it out, but I really won't be surprised if they don't sine they probably don't care since I'm a fucking *******. Guess I joined the ******** club with two of my best friends that have had the same shit happen to them for no fucking reason. Guess trying to be a nice guy to my friends isn't all that great afterall and that you really don't know people until they show their true colors. So ohh well, too bad, and good riddence for finally seeing who you actually are because I don't need peopel like you to give me more shit than I already have and I don't have to waste time hanging out with you anymore. All they had to do was confront me and talk to me and we could make osem type of agreement or atleast let me defend myself, but since they decided the alternate route the only thing I'm going to ask them is to FUCK OFF!
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[30 Jun 2007|01:32am] |
I know I'm like a week late but I feel as though I should do this regardless.
R.I.P. Bart Allen You could of been faster than Wally, but you got stuck with Guggenheim. FUCK YOU GUGGENHEIM! -.-
Welcome Back Wally West!!!!! You're my favorite Flash and I'm glad that you are continuing the series at #231. ^-^ GLEE!
Wally, you've better kick Bart's wannabe speedster twin Intertia's ass for Bart's death! >:O
You have to lose someone to gain someone back.
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[28 Jun 2007|02:18pm] |
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2 more years and I'm out of my house. Can't wait for that miracle to happen.
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[31 May 2007|08:42pm] |
I had my 4th quarter review today and I passed with flying colors. I had Alex help me out on crating my dvd until 5:30 last night and it came out well except like 2 minor things in 2 of my 2D animations, but that's cuase iMovie and iDVD were being a bitch. They really likes all my drawings, sketches, character, Photoshop and Illustrator projects including El Sexy Beast, and my 3D renders, but what really surprised me and them as well is that they loved my 2D animations.
A teacher of mine, called Ahmed, loved it so much that he told me he's going to give me a character and a clip of how he wants it to be animated next week to do a 2D animation. If I prove myself worthy and he ends up loving it, I will officially have a really good connection in the industry and it will help me in the near future. Being really busy these last 2 quarters have really paid off.
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[18 May 2007|10:43pm] |
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A 13 year old who is clearly in one of those NAruto phases just told me that I'm not a true gamber because I believe that controls and grpahics are a crucial part of making a game great. Seriously though, WTF??? Other than the story, what else is there? Ohh yeah, controls and graphics. Duh. That child is clearly dillusional of gaming and should find the right path of gaming before he gets his ass raped by true gamers that will push him into a corner and will make him turn into a tradiontal comic book guy, like from teh simpsons. You know, who thinks they are always right and doesn't care what anyone says.
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[05 May 2007|12:54am] |
My baldness
Ludwig call me a badass
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